Wow.

I was writing a huge entry to try and work things through in my head.....and it suddenly worked. Things seemed to become a lot clearer.

Sorry for erasing what I had, but it became kind of irrelevant. I will update you more in a big way soon, promise xx

By the way, go and flick through some of the journals at blogger.com, or any of the other sites that run blogs/journals/whatever you call them. Reading other peoples thoughts, hopes and fears is amazing and we are privileged to be able to communicate in such an instant way.