Right now I am supposed to be in a van with my boys hitting the road, but we couldn't sort out the postponed dates quick enough (we tried our best) so i'm in front of my computer instead. we'll be doing the sleeping in vans thing from tomorrow so it's not the end of the world.

friday was ok - i got busted by the guys for being arrogant (guilty as charged, every time.) They have to shoot me down regularly, otherwise i think i run the world. i don't think it comes as a surprise to them, but they go through the motions with me to keep me in check. aside from getting in trouble the show was pretty insane, the actual times we were booked to play were pretty tame, but hundreds of you showed up in the morning and we blew through some older songs....i was scared some of you had hurt yourselves when you all hit the floor, but i kept my eyes wide open and checked everyone was ok before i kept rolling. safety first....yeah right. Everyone we met was very cool - you guys are cool to talk to...please don't be too bummed out when we can't give you free stuff, we are running this thing on good wishes and big dreams and they don't buy much.

went out friday night with the guys and got messed up. good fun, not too eventful - we were pretty exhausted after the show so it wasn't all bad behaviour and regrets. maunder was running sound at the venue so we got to roll in for free and check out the bands while he was working. indie music doesn't really do it for me so i hit the bar and struck out with girls (my style).

weekend asleep. i wrote a new song. i think it's gonna be good, but the words came out linked to boys in bands which is something i was trying to avoid, but when it's in your eyes and ears 24/7, that's what comes out.

sat in the van rolling across hundreds of miles of empty roads and talked to maunder about plans we both have. when i was in high school, it would never have occurred to me that this is the life i would be leading....the mistakes i am making are not big enough.

max.