taaadaaa....told u i was gonna post more often.

i am gonna work out a way of getting online when i'm out and about, i want one of those phones that goes on the internet or something. i have no money though so i may be pretty screwed.

so it turns out i made out with a super-hot blonde girl i met a few weeks ago on saturday night and due to my screwed up body (see previous post) i can't even remember it!!! that sucks so hard it's unbelievable. she doesn't return my messages either which is sooo freaking hot...if all girls realised that they are only really desirable when they completely ignore men, we'd be screwed.

i used to know (not BFF, just say hi in the street) this girl called Alexis (yeah, a true rich bitch name...not you laurie, you're still my lover) and she was nice enough to me (i kept my head down) but had this attitude that pretty much every guy could fuck off. she owned a room when she strolled in. i was first in line with my crush...naturally.
then, one day, she wanders in and starts telling stories about how this guy had left her high and dry and she was cut up about it. that was the end of my crush (i jump ship as quickly as i sign up).

i know for a fact that some of the girls i have been obsessed with over the years probably wouldn't have even held my interest if they'd been into me...yet another example of being my own worst enemy.

so i picked kev up this morning and we headed back to our old high school. would have been weird at one point, but schools are old news for us these days so we rolled in like we worked there or something. they are helping us out with some string parts for some songs...all this is in preparation for the album. that's working 8 months in advance!!!! you mofo's better get your fucking A-game together if you even wanna try and get to where we're gonna be in 5 years from now.

am still feeling a little off, can't work out why. been making big plans in lieu of doing any real work...fuck you if that's not good enough. when i get back on top i do more in one week than you dream of.

told you i was gonna start making a bigger deal. you better believe it. you better believe it.

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