Almost 1am. This time of day feels more like home than it ever has...i'm not an insomniac, i love my sleep, but i feel more comfortable in front of screens in early hours than i do at any other time of the day.

we're all off to the reading festival again this year...yeah, yeah every fucking kid there is in a band or knows someone who knows someone...not us, we go and get messed up and make fools of ourselves. this year i am taking flyers and making friends the new way.

gotta go spend cash that i don't have tomorrow morning. i am not too stressed about it, i'm very lucky position at the moment and i am taking full advantage. number one baby...looking after number one. i got work, health, friends and family all in the positive column so i can let a little cash slide, i'm too young to care and old enough to know it's not the end of the world.

i've got a new idea that i am hoping will keep on top of this urge i have to write something fictional. i spend way too much time in the real world, and all the songs we write are real things that happen to us and those around us so i don't get a chance to escape into my head often enough. the songs don't feel right unless they are from things we've been through, so i'm gonna use something else to get these words out. i'm not telling you what it is coz i think it needs to be just for me....but it'll be online so you may stumble across it one day..you'll just never know it was me that wrote it. (haha, yeah right...i am the worst secret-keeper ever.)

someone emailed me something today that really blew me away...seriously, blown away. it's gonna be awesome. even if it's only me that ever gets to see it, it'll be worth all the work.

god i am vague sometimes. fuck it, it's my blog - write your own secrets if you need them that badly.

max xxx