Self pity is my specialty.
I seem to have been working quite hard to get absolutely nowhere recently and it's getting harder. It just feels like i'm treading water, waiting for something to happen. Nothing feels worse than that for me, i like to be moving forward all the time, trying my best not to look back....which is ironic because one of my (least) favourite hobbies is wallowing around in my own self-pity.
If i allow myself time to think, then i daydream constantly. I wish i was one of those people who had their time booked for them...."9am. Do this. 10am. Do that.", it'd mean i'd never have time to stop and think about all the things that make me feel bad now.